Matilda, Lan, Jak, and Piecing Friends, I decided to return to the bedroom last night. I was starting to get too comfortable in the guest room, and feared it sent the wrong message.
We booked our Hawaii trip a few days ago. We both feel that we crafted a trip that will fit us well. We're going to do five nights near Honolulu to experience the beach and night life, and three nights in Maui to experience the natural side of Hawaii.
I notice that I have to ease into a frame of mind to write poetry in the morning. I'll start by either reading a poem, or reading about the process of poetry writing, or reviewing lines from poems that I like. My mind then relaxes, and I'm able to write.
I have a feeling that sex is the same way. My mind is often too distracted to have a sexual experience. I become too outcome focused, or distracted by something I'm ruminating about.
It also seems easier to be attracted to woman I dance with. There's a connection and physical attraction without knowledge of their annoying habits, or past relationship traumas, or relational conflicts. I can understand how people are seduced into affairs. One can be lulled into their fantasies of perfection.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
