I think it's great that you recognize that while it's supposed to be fun, it would cause you more stress. That's huge insight, and I think you are making the right choice! We surely do not need anything else to cause us worry or stress right now.

I wish you felt better about it though. It would be fun for you, and would be a GREAT thing at making H wonder what is going on while you are gone! LOL

Chris

__________
Me:39
H:39
D:8
D:4
M:9 (T 13)
Bomb 4-5-08, H moved out 6-16-08,
Reconciled and H moved back in 5-31-09
Still doing GREAT a year later!!!