I've read somewhere on the board that MLCer, once he reached final stage, could be compared to someone suffering from multiple personality disorder, sort of Jekill - Hide case. One personality is "unaware" of the experiences of the other.
He sounds so very confused and still deep in MLC.
Keep your PMA, Addie, (((((HUGS))))).
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