Yes he has read them..and he doesn't respect me in any other way so why should the journals be any different..I am so tired of this life..There are days I want him gone so bad and others where I feel as though I still love him..


Me: 36 H: 34
2 D's: 10+13
Married: 13 yrs(Together 15)
Found out about A-Jan 08
Finally ended April 08..I hope??
Struggling to co-exist in peace