mmmmmm....PMA boost....appletinis well, had a good night last night without H (H went to Reds game with work function)...I got a ton of things accomplished! Met my short term goals: ran for 50 minutes ( I am training for a half marathon in sept )which really made me feel better. Washed my car! and emptied the garden fountain , refilled with water. H called a couple of times and then called a little tipsy. I told him if he didnt show up at our house I was giving away all his b-day cake and presents. He of course had to go to sister's house then came at midnight because this is his way of dealing with staying over, sister was on the way home from the game. Kind of funny, all H's work buddies saw the card and cookies for his 40th and all are toasting and harassing him- balloons etc...all because of my delivery there. Otherwise they would not know, H seems to like this. Remember, I was an embarrassment for his toxic work network of friends. I was kept very seperate. So this kind of makes me smile . I was very lonely last night although I was so productive. Told H this when he called after the game and he said he wanted to come home anyway. Baby step. Pam: are you a runner? the half marathon is at Miami University and goes into Indiana- I could meet you there! run together?
. I was very lonely last night although I was so productive. Told H this when he called after the game and he said he wanted to come home anyway. Baby step. 
