LMH -

I feel your pain. I DO understand why it's different an "Ex" vs. an A. And I respect your wishes for him not to keep it. I was just offering you support that he's not the only one who thinks like that. \:\) And I totally agree - he needs to take 100% responsibility.

I like you am just trying to focus on the good things (of which there are MANY!). It's amazing how so many good things can happen that I barely notice, but one little "I wonder who is IM'ing with right now" can send me into a jealous PANIC.

This nightmare has had a lot of surprises for me - I'm surprised I handled the whole A as well as I did, and now I'm surprised how HARD it is to move past it and feel confident in the relationship again.

:: sigh :: I guess time heals. But DAMN I thought 6+ months would be enough for me not to think about it every day...