I'm sorry that you're feeling down. You can't always be a fountain of joy, Where. You're allowed to wallow in sadness for awhile just as long as you pick yourself back up and get on with your day.
Your H isn't going to the funeral with you? Have you asked him or do you not even want him to go?
(((W2G)))
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
