Well I had a good night! And H and I both felt connected and guess what? It started with good sex- I know 6 pm? Kids playing in the back yard and everything. H laid with me and said he felt close. We made dinner and acted like a normal family! whoohooo! I dont think he wanted to go but he did- I wont focus on that. We both said we were looking forward to next week off at the lake. I thank you guys for reminding me that I am not a putz for putting up with this crap- PA and all. Heard a radio show about Kobe Bryant and how his W should dump him and why couldnt he keep it in his pants blah blah blah...it kind of made me feel like I was being treated bad too. But it isnt really true any more. I dont think. Thanks all and peaceful night to everyone, Shay
