This funeral tomorrow is starting to get to me. I'm feeling kind of low today and am really hoping to avoid the "where's H" questions tomorrow... just don't feel like talking about it any more.
Also,
I know that OW is still contacting him. They still work together. And although there is absolutely nothing I can do about it.. it makes me very angry.. and I am angry at him. I don't understand why her friendship is so important. She's a little sk@nk in my opinion. Sorry, I know that's rude to say but I just hate her. I think she is a horrible excuse for a human being.
I am angry when I think of him saying how he's working on things... trying to get his head on straight. Sounds like complete bull sh!t to me when she's still in the picture. Even if she's just a "friend". Don't understand how he could tell her he has feelings for her and then it just abruptly stop.. even though they work together. Isn't possible in my opinion.
And if he works with her it seems she's always going to be in the picture... and I'm just sick of it... A huge part of me thinks that she can just have him...
Sorry, guess I'm not being Miss Positivity today.. I think with the funeral tomorrow it just brings to mind how fragile life is and how we shouldn't be taking the people we care about for granted.. never knowing how much time we'll have them in our lives...
