Oh Amy I can so relate to all of that!! I have found that in the last couple of months, I feel as if I have an ache on my face from the permanent smile that is affixed there!!! But I also realize that my H takes his cue from me, and if I sound good on the phone or in person, he feels better. I cannot imagine what you went through to find out he moved everything while you were gone. I actually left because he owned the house before we were married, and he did offer to let me stay there, but I couldn't. In hindsight, I wish I had.

How do you handle the sitch's with your children now?


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..