I guess I let my emotions and resentment seep in and found myself being critical of the OW. I need to do better dont I? I am so sick of hearing the good stuff about her. H did say it is just a chemical reaction and he is trying to figure out why it happened. He is reading "love is a decision" and really likes it. He called earlier and I was pleasant and chatty. I wish I knew how to get emotionally close. Must be through talking- maybe a MC again or just try tonight to listen better if we talk. On the good side, we are going away from maybe thurs through Monday- this would be a record! He seems not to be too anxious about it, but he keeps things from me so as not to introduce me to the emotional roller coaster- but I have already met him now havent I?? about 2 years ago.... Thanks Lee- you make too much sense Shay
