I've been wondering how you are!! I've wanted to post since I found your update last week and just haven't had time. I'm glad you got some great advice here and decided to end things with the guy you had been seeing. You should expect to fall in love again with someone who makes you heart soar!!
While Raven and I were surprised by our relationship, we are still VERY happy. We are now married and... the parents of a beautiful 7 week old boy:)))))))))) I think he's starting to stir so I probably only have a few more minutes!!
Anyway, I don't think you should settle for anyone!! And as long as you are happy with yourself (and I think you are) I don't think you'll be tempted.
I'll watch for more updates and try to post IF I get some free time.
Fearless
But what is happiness except the simple harmony between a man and the life he leads? ~Albert Camus