Jeff, I think you should just keep moving forward. Like you said, you have nothing to lose. You never know what might happen. Remember start with a beginners mind, no expectations, no preconceived thoughts. Just go for it!
Ok, so now I have to just remind you of something. I cant help it. I am just going to nudge you into getting back into cleaning out your bedroom. Two thoughts - one, your w said something about the smell from the kitty litter in there- not good and two - you want to make it a room she might want to come into one day - ya know?
So, when you have time, have at it. Get rid of stuff and clean, make it all nice and neat and smelling good.
Ok, now I'll stop. Oh and back to food. please (sorry, I like to eat). Can we have some ice cream, fresh, cold watermelon and chocolate. Thanks.