Today is the day, Not many words are being spoken between Wife and me so far. It is strange. I feel like I am going to a funeral and Disneyland at the same time. I must not let ANYTHING wife says on the way there affect my PMA. I will not take ANYTHING Personal she says on the way there. I wonder how I will be feeling tonight after the first session. Wife and I will be alone in our room for the first time in over a year. I know I am going to end up Crying at some point. I have so much bottled up in me. I think Wife does also. I hope she will find that together we can get through this. That opening up to me will help release some of the stress she must be feeling from not having a job. And ME? I gave my word I would not talk R until this day. Well THE DAY HAS ARRIVED. Let the flood gates open............
Think of me, I will be thinking about all of you and how lucky I am to at least get my Wife to dedicate 1 whole weekend to US. With no interruptions..........
This is the last you will hear from me until Sunday night or possibly Monday morning
Love ya all Manuel
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
