LWB, thanks, I need a hug real bad. Wife has been hot and cold today. At one point son and I were in the pool and he called for his mom to come out because he wanted to show her his back flip. Wife yelled back “I am not coming back there I need to register for my classes.” son said “ok fine” like he was disappointed Son is being great. Of course I promised to rent him 4 games for his play station this weekend. Everyone. I am not sure when the next time I am going to log on. Maybe in the morning. This time tomorrow we will have started our session in Retro. Strange I was thinking that if W did not have the affair we probably would not be going. We would still be living a non functional marriage. SO she only has herself to blame for having to go. And I have only her to thank for bringing our problems to the surface. Of course I would have rather done it differently. We are there. (Well I still will not accept it until we walk through the doors. Had a few glasses of J.D on the rocks tonight. I should sleep well. We will be leaving between 3:30 and 4:30 pm (our time) I would like to get there a little early so we can have dinner. I have a feeling W is hot going to lift a finger on the preparation to go. (We need to bring a snack to share).I put my multi colored pins in my overnight bag. We will get back Sunday. Not sure if I will log on then. But I do have Monday off so you will hear something by then...
Good night everyone
Husband / Dr LOve
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
You will definitely NOT be the only couple there with an A in their history--probably including some of the presenters. There is great hope in this! I'll be holding you in prayer.
M60 H52 D20 M14 yrs OW-old gf from 1986 bomb-5/18/08 H filed for D-9/10/08 D final 4/24/09 xH remarried (not OW) 2012
I heard about you and that man There’s just one thing I don’t understand You say he’s a liar and he put out Your fire How come you still got his gun in your hand? Victim of love , I see a broken heart You got your stories to tell Victim of love, it’s such an easy part And you know how to play it so well
Some people never come clean I think you know what I mean You’re walkin’ the wire, pain and desire Looking for love in between
Tell me your secrets, I’ll tell you mine This ain’t no time to be cool And tell all your girlfriends, You ’been around the world’ friends That talk is for losers and fools
Victim of love, I see a broken heart I could be wrong, but I’m no Victim of love, we’re not so far apart Show me, what kind of love have you got?
Victim of love, you’re just a victim of love I could be wrong , but I’m not Victim of love, now you’re a victim of love What kind of love have you got? What kind of love have you got? What kind of love have you got?
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
Today is the day, Not many words are being spoken between Wife and me so far. It is strange. I feel like I am going to a funeral and Disneyland at the same time. I must not let ANYTHING wife says on the way there affect my PMA. I will not take ANYTHING Personal she says on the way there. I wonder how I will be feeling tonight after the first session. Wife and I will be alone in our room for the first time in over a year. I know I am going to end up Crying at some point. I have so much bottled up in me. I think Wife does also. I hope she will find that together we can get through this. That opening up to me will help release some of the stress she must be feeling from not having a job. And ME? I gave my word I would not talk R until this day. Well THE DAY HAS ARRIVED. Let the flood gates open............
Think of me, I will be thinking about all of you and how lucky I am to at least get my Wife to dedicate 1 whole weekend to US. With no interruptions..........
This is the last you will hear from me until Sunday night or possibly Monday morning
Love ya all Manuel
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
