I'm afraid to love him

[KenF]

Thanks Wifey, thats the way I was leaning. As much as I'd like to go and have a great time with her, in her present state of mind a simple txt seems like i'm checking up on her. To ask to go would be much worse. I think right now she needs to know that i can trust her. patience patience patience.

We had a big cry-it-out session last night, she cried in my arms for another 2 hours. the lack of trust was what started it.

Tonight I'll stop at the bookstore and pick up something new to read. Not sure what to get, maybe another one of Michelle's. Always looking for suggestions, trying find something that would help me talk to my W while she's so angry.

Tomorrow we have a graduation party for our sitter's daughter, i'll have to be on my "most fun guy she knows" best.