Thanks everybody, I just hate the anxious feeling. But, you gotta do what you gotta do, so I will and not just for me but for my wonderful kids that are counting on me.
H4H, only you will know when it is time. I don't like that I have to make this my time but the whole deal with my wreck just helped me see how far gone he really is. I deserve someone who would actually care about something like that and know how upset I was/am.
He may never come back and that is ok and if he ever wants to come back, my guess is that I will be gone long past caring.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
