All settled in 250 miles apart

[JWS]

I am having a pretty hard few days and today is no different. I think adjusting to living alone, and a missing her mood, is making for a bad combination. very sad and lots of crying. Weird how it can feel just as sharp as when she first left, but it does not last as long.

I have wanted to go camping and explore this river near me for a while now, but no one has wanted to go. I just realized that I don't need anyone to do go exploring. when i get off work i am throwing a sleeping bag and tent into the car and headed off for the night. I am going to grab a fishing pole too and see what happens.

I am not much of a fisher in fact my W enjoys it much more then i do because she use to go with her grandfather. she always talked about doing it. we bought a bunch of gear and hardly use it, so maybe I can get good at it and have something to show her someday. that’s not why i am doing it but it is a plus.

then Sunday I have to clean up the house we moved out of a bit so I can get my entire security deposit back. I want to just get it and get it done, I hate going over there, we only lived there together for 4 months but even that is enough memories to hate the place.

How about your weekend plans??