Yeah I just had a flashback of when my daughter was little. She would lay with her head in my lap and I would raise one of her eyebrows with my finger and say, "Hmmmm fascinating", in a funny voice. We would laugh so hard together at that. Cinco
Had to put this little note here--TONIGHT my wife told me she wanted to make love when the kids were in bed. This was right before dinner. She made dinner while I put the baby to bed. We ate, the boys went out to play, and she disappeared into the bathroom. It eventually got to the point that I was dancing in circles, and she was still in there. When she finally came out, it was clear that she was feeling miserable.
I told her to go to bed if it would make her feel better, and I'd get the older boys to bed. So here I am. I'm sure this sounds petty and selfish to a woman, but I AM disappointed. I'm not angry at her, which is an improvement for me, but it'd be a lie to say I just accept it with calm detachment. It's not her fault, but it is just my damn luck.
It isnt selfish ~Sb... You are Human ... remember that H-U-M-A-N~ say it with me.... Human. This is going to take time hon...... it took me over 2 years of fumbling, stumbling.. falling on my face and then getting back up to get here...
Time and patience my friend...
It is ok to feel hurt and disappointed .. just dont let it consume you.. there is always tommorrow. All my best to you, ~Ali
I slept in til 11 am today. It was absolutely delicious. My H and I had the day off...
I was almost in tears last nite when he was doing fireworks with the kids. This is honestly the first time he has ver spent the whole nite having fun with us as a Family and enjoyed it. I thought I was dreaming..... I believe in Miracles is all I can say. He is being a Real man and a Great Dad too.... Before we fully got up ... I straddled him over the blanket and laid on him. We ML and had a fantastic day...
It is good cause the good days dont scare me anymore . I just allow them to feel good.
And I not scared to speak my mind anymore.... This is nothing short of amazing.
WE still disagree but the loving and getting along far outweighs the disagreements....... all the hard work is finally paying off.....
Hey Ali here is imt's thread. I found it by clicking on her member name in her post to you. Then you click "View posts", then you have to look through the Subject of her posts until you find the first one that is not a Re: That is her latest thread.
Cinco
