Have fun camping, Jak!!! Just lower your expectations and maybe you will be pleasantly surprised! Seriously, I hope it is the perfect setting for getting back on track and feeling secure about your marriage!!!
Camping went well but when we got back we had a surprise that we wasn't a good one.
Hard to discuss here and very lengthly but it will be fine im'e sure.
D is due for the twins in 1 month and the doctors said that they would only like for her to go 38 weeks and they will probobly induce. SOOOO, in a couple of weeks I will probobly be a Gramma again to another set of twins.
Trudging along on the path. Think I need to do something about being so emotional when things happen though and I seriously think Menopause has the most to do with it. Thought I was handling it pretty well but have been informed that maybe not as well as I think by my children.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
Aww man - welcome back, but I'm so sorry about the scary news! It's tough to keep those emotions in check sometimes, especially when you have hormones to deal with too. Probably a good thing to work on, yes, but be kind to yourself too. You're under so much stress right now. (((jak)))
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
It seemed good when we were gone but now that H is back to work he has been quiet.
I feel he is cycling somewhat. Seems good for a few days quiet and withdrawn on others. He also doesn't feel into stuff right now like bow shooting.
Could this be nearing the end where he is going through all of the final stuff? I wonder.
Nik
My kids think that I am getting to emotional, crying very easily when something happens. They think I need to take something. I talked to H about maybe not handling things as well as I thought and he said he thought I had been doing pretty well keeping myself in check. who knows.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
Funny thing happened Saturday night. I sould not sleep at all and was watching TV in bed. Well after about Two Hours I finally turned it off and still could not sleep. I finally got up at a bout 1:00 am and went out on the couch and read and watched tv for about another Hour. At 2 H came out wondering what I was doing as he rolled over to hold me and I was not there. H than told me that I could come back to bed and wath TV as it would not bother him ansd stood there until I got up and went into the bedroom.
Won't go into details about what happened then but.....
Yesterday ok but quiet.
Im'e starting to wonder about cycling. He has a few good days then gets quiet and seems somewhat withdrawn.
Wonder if he is heading toward the end of his MLC?
HE is somewhat depressed again, not bad but you can tell it s there. He doesn't feel like doing the stuff he did last year as far as hunting,(bow shooting) ect... and those are things he loved to do.
I know that I can't read anything into this but I am wondering since I see so many changes.
Any takes on this?
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
Seriously, I hope it is the perfect setting for getting back on track and feeling secure about your marriage!!!
