ok sullen was the wrong word. meaningful thoughts, ok. . . it is incredibly hard for me to try and tell myself to wait around for her to come back, especially if it won't happen. I know she can tell me day in and day out to pack my bags emotionally. I need to wake the heck up and smell some coffee somewhere. there's another man, i blew it with her the first time around; might not be a second time around....ever since this started happening, i became needy. I needed my wife, i needed her to love me and be with me to make ME happy. well as much as we say we were put on this earth to make ourselves happy, to do God's will we should make others happy. I failed at that part.
2. Your relationship with your wife is over when YOU say it is over ----MarkF
