"i just hear what you say with out tone...so it seems overwhelming"
All I was saying.. was sorry I was not there when you needed me.
I will tell you right now.. I am going to come and go.. and I am going to feel bad about it. Won't make it any better.. Its just a fact. You don't worry about me. When I reach my limit.. I will let you know.
"being in the health bussiness, my job is emotionally and physically straining, on top of my emotional garbage in my home life..."
I know where I can work.. and when I need to stop. I brought "No Emotion" here. No matter what happened to me today. I like this place. You focus on you. Thats all I ask.
"are you a workaholic?"
When I leave work.. I leave it there. I am still waiting on the call... that everything is OK. I got Kids fed.. and in bed. If they call at 4:00.. all good. That was the long answer. No. Is the short answer.
"ok...we are not closing anything gumpy mcgumperson!!"
OK.. so we agree.. We are going to do something!!
"I am stuck, have been stuck because no matter what i fear the results. i push him, he falls back....i fall back...he tells friends i ignore him...no matter what i do, i feel it is the wrong move"
Can't move left.. Can't move right. = Distance.
I knew you thought about the wrong move.. along time ago.
"i have to stop obsessing and just throw it out there...bottom line pool needs fixed, it is legally my pool, so i need to take care of it"
Now..
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
