Well, so much for all my signs today. God, he is so cruel. The man I married could never be this cruel. Who is this man? He just informed me as our kids were playing with the neighbors that he is probably going to file tomorrow. Another knife.
Why can he not give me ONE day without that knife being dug in further and further. I cannot believe how long so many of you have been at this, and he is just boom. Bomb to filing, 3 months. Dammit, and I was being all happy and doing great DBing too.
You know I should know if we have something big and important to plan on [censored] from him. That's been his thing this whole time. Drops the bomb the day before we have to take a baptism class together for our girls baptism the following week. Then he tells the girls ON Father's Day that he is moving out. Nice. Then today, he KNEW it was a stressful day for me taking D2 to get her neck ultrasound done. Then "I'm filing tomorrow".
Honestly, I'm starting to accept the man I married just doesn't exist anymore. And honestly, I'm not sure this man is worthy of me and a lifetime of love from me. I hate thinking that, but he seriously is NOT the person I've known for 12 years. I think I"m done.
Chris
__________ Me:39 H:39 D:8 D:4 M:9 (T 13) Bomb 4-5-08, H moved out 6-16-08, Reconciled and H moved back in 5-31-09 Still doing GREAT a year later!!!
