Thanks Kalni. All I can do now is look ahead, there is no looking back nowl. The door will be cracked open, it will just be on a different house.

Since things are so screwed up with our sitch and we can't even do a seperation right, we haven't told the Ds we are getting the big D. At first D15 was really excited yesterday about looking for a new house. Then she got bummed that we would be moving without H. Today she put it all together and figured out it meant we would be getting the big D. She had a big breakdown. D10 on the other hand said, I don't know what she expected. I said what do you mean. D said something like, well, when people have issues you don't normally expect them to work out. I think she had this figured out from the beginning.


R 23 years
M 20 years
Bomb June 2007
S Oct 2007
Ds 11 & 16
Ds and I moved out Aug. 2008