Well it has been 2 full days of no contact with the W. This is some sort of record for me, one that I hate but it is what it is. It is hard as heck not to just pick up the phone to just see how she is doing
I still can not get the whole OM out of my head, I have been writing a journal of my feelings and that helps for a while but then it comes back again.
Tomorrow is spposedly the big day where she goes to meet with the L and I am nervous as heck. I am getting ready to go to the gym and take my frsrations out on the weights, and planned a full day of paintball for sunday where I plan to punish those who stand in my way!!! Hopefully all this will help some of the pain!
stay strong
Ted
Very good Ted, Stay busy. It will help you detach. Don't contact her. If she needs you bad enough she will call. Hang in there, you're going to be OK.
