H4H, I am here for ya. You know I am going through the same thing right now. There is no bigger pain in the world. Not just because your W is leaving, but because chose to put your entire heart into and fight for her. You have made yourself as vulnerable as possible in the process and she just keeps kicking you. I don't know what you should do. I chose to leave my home because I couldn't handle the PA anymore and in my state I couldn't legally just kick her out. Your only choice is to go dark. She knows you are a great gut so what good does showing her do. Plus its not working. In reality she is going to have to leave you and crash by herself or with OM. Maybe then in the future she will realize what she has done and come back with remorse. I wish you the best.
