OK, so I don't know if these are really "signs" or just me being pathetic and grasping, but today has been so odd.
First off ,I check my email and have that scripture email. To me it says a TON!!
Then I just took D2 to the Children's Hospital for her ultrasound, and on the way there I see a car decal in front of me forever that says. "Got Hope?" (like the God Milk Logo). Then I get home, and I check on one of the regular job sites I have been going to looking for work. Well, I find a telecommuting job that looks interesting. So I click on it to get more info. It's from the town that H was born in. And um the town is a TINY town in upstate NY. There isn't even any industry there, so this is SO random that this telecommuting job would be there, and it was the first job I clicked on today.
Good signs, or am I just grasping?
H coming to visit the girls tonight. I mowed the front yard and weedwacked about 2 of our 4 acres yesterday and today. Sort of one of those.. "see, I can do this without you" things. Not that I want to, but just trying to show him, I can go on (even though in my heart I still feel daily like curling up in the fetal position and crying). Hoping I can do good DB work and make myself scarce again.
Chris
__________ Me:39 H:39 D:8 D:4 M:9 (T 13) Bomb 4-5-08, H moved out 6-16-08, Reconciled and H moved back in 5-31-09 Still doing GREAT a year later!!!
