How Much BS do I believe?!

[pisces9]

HI jack
well , yes- i do always seek multiple opinions for certain things and it can get me in trouble and make me more confused. I am not worried i would throw my morals to the wind..ive been around enough of that and retrained myself just fine..i guess just seeing it and trying to stay calm and centered is my fear. also- i do get some validation through others when i ask for it...i guess i feel like i need it sometimes but only from people i trust and love.
i guess you are right- i could freak out at home too- nothing really different- i guess i feel like im just available to my H- "just in case"...thats not really a good reason to stay here..

yes- i have always wanted to go and i would have a blast! i could tour around on my own and just relax!

thanks jack- i rot of see where you are going with this...does this mean i should STOP getting validation from people or opinions..i have greatly reduced this need over the past year...but it seems like it is just a part of me...