I'm afraid to love him

[The Wifey]

Smart cookie you are smart. Thank you so much. I will have to be completely in that bubble tonight. Tonight is the last night his cousin is here so will be going to MIL for dinner tonight.

I have no idea how much I'll see him once the cousin's go.

I can't help but feel like WTF, WTF, what do you want from me? Throw me a bone, give me a clue... But the bubble it is. I'll just stay in my bubble and play it cool.