I guess my cousin and I came up with that about them. Him and I would play ping pong at picnics, and they would just sit together and b at us. We were having fun and they didn't like it. Perhaps it is a little extreme saying they are happy when you are miserable, and vice versa. I think they are miserable were miserable and they wanted attention to them and not to ourselves and ping pong.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that they are unhappy with themselves and have been for a long time. When they see that we can have fun doing our own thing they wonder why they can't experience that joy. They are not happy with themselves. Then they get to the point where they think that we are their problem.
Even I will find a way to justify my actions. Have a little wine for the sickness in your stomachs. 1 Timothy 5:23
The laundy... It is a way of coming to her house and making sure things are still in order. It is a way of checking up on me testing me. Is she snooping while I'm there. Looking for that odd piece of hair, a broken fake nail, or other evidence that there is another woman in her domain. A domain that she left.
Is the ship still running without her being there?
She can come and do the laundry because it is also the kids laundry. Most of the kids clothes are there too because she hasn't taken the funiture from their rooms. She even brought a bag last night and said these of for here. They were pj's of my son.
Weird, bonkers, stuff... The kids didn't even get out of the car. She didn't have any laundry. She just wanted to drop a bag of clean ones off to me.
I don't know Jack. It's all very confusing. Does she want to hang on to her every word like a puppy dog and hear me say I love you. Does she want me to go in for the kiss on the check so that she can roll her eyes. Does she want the affection?
I don't know.... The other night she gave me the hug. She acted like a B and I didn't respond and left with son. Half hour later she is calling me being sweet and asking if I have oraljel. The pharmacy was still open, and it is closer to her house.
I don't know... I still don't know.... Then I think maybe she will snap out of it. Then boom she zaps back into the clouds.
