Help! New to this...still hoping for R

[Rusty]

Thanks - Do you get tired of drilling the same thing in my head? Tink - I saw the edit on your post and I thanked God that I did get the info before the edit. I have since sent the book on to my DIL for her to read, it was a great gift to me and I really appreciate it.
It's funny, but after my phone conversation with my H, and I behaved so well and was very proud of myself, I vented to a friend and felt so much better. Still really believe what I believe, but at least I got it out to someone not involved and didn't spew all my venom on H. I know he heard it and was both surprised and pleased.
I'm doing much better today - have planned another project or two to work on - fundraisers - so I am going to focus on making those extremely successful and GAL!!!!