Thanks, it does help. We can’t fail because we both are putting forth the effort to stay together. I just keep thinking what that retrouvaille lady said that the most difficult part is walking through the door. I think for us we can’t wait to walk through that door and start the healing. That tells me there is hope and love present. It is there waiting for us once we walk through that door.
I'm not sure what to do about my feeling of needing closure with OM. You are probably right that I should not see him. I just have this nagging feeling of needing this before Retrouvaille...like if I don't, I will not be in the frame of mind I need to be in...you know what I mean?
