Peaked out of tunnel but now back in?

[mlh78]

Thanks for responding, steelersfan. I've read a lot of your posts over the last year...

How do I handle the divorce stuff though?

Prior to the divorce process starting, it was easier for me to be positive around him, focus on the good stuff in my life. It didn't feel fake (or look like I was in denial) because I was genuinely feeling that way. Now, we're on the court calendar and I'm getting a lot of pressure from my attorney to figure out a property division agreement.

I've told myself that I should "act as if" but I'm not sure what that means/what that would look like, while going through this garbage... Does that make sense?