my crazy mess part 3...

[christarn]

good morning forrest, i missed our chats yesterday..sorry work was busy!

Pool: you and I know our "secret" so I would not like to "bulldoze" the pool, I would like to come up with a mutual agreement to remedy the situation...without leading on to the "secret"!! a decision I can live with, that won't lead him to think this is going to be tough...i can recommend a pool company come out and check it out, no problem and have them close, and tell him, we will worry about it later...outcome of that i feel could become dramatic; i tell him to do what he feels is best and i respect whatever decision he chooses to make, then later down the road when things work out (i'm a postive girl) i have to buy another pool....that sucks arss...

he is testing me isn't he?

"the pool while really not being the issue..has become part of the issue" me texting him, he started to feel comfortable, he called, it wasn't the "real" issue....it was a starting place....
a subject starter...would he have went "there" had I not screwed it up...or would it just stayed a casual chat?

no he never said stop texting me, or leave me alone

the pool:need to fix the pool....how without him knowing our "secret" that is the question!