All settled in 250 miles apart

[JWS]

You guys are right and I am going to work on that. Right now i think i am just really down. I love my new place but i am adjusting to living alone and all that. Does not help that I cannot stop dreaming about her. good or bad dreams does not really matter it still makes waking up without her really hard. It is strange how this stuff goes in phases. a few weeks ago this it felt as if I did not miss her at all, now its back to as if she left yesterday. Even though the ups and downs are not as big its still a rollercoaster. I guess that won't really end until this is all over one way or another.