well today i felt awful, seeing my w cry like that really hurt me.. i sincerely apologized last night when she spoke about my past behaviors. I know she has heard it all before, but i do and did mean it.
She thinks I am having a mid life crisis. I respectfully dis-agree (I didn't acknowledge when she would say that) .. or maybe I am and just don't know it.. mid life? at 37 ? no , i am just getting myself in the shape i deserve to be in. So what if i have a tan, got a tattoo etc..
I had another dream about me and W last night,it was a good one (hubba hubba lol)..
