toruble on the the lake erie shore...#4!

[Neilh23]

that's true. sometimes doubt seeps in. that's one of the issues i'm working on...self confidence..and how i can be super confident one minute, and then doubt that anything will change in the next LOL

you're right of course. i'm sure she feels awkward. AGain, i want her to feel comfortable enought to talk to me (one of my goals for the next couple of days/weeks) and its slowly working.

i'm still working on the act as if.... that's probably why i know i'm not ready to jump back in with her... still some issues i need to deal with....