Its no ditzyness.. it just shows the "Emotion" that you still have tied to this situation you have.
Sorry I was not around much yesterday.. Tues and Thurs are the days I have "Free" time and with everyone being at work yesterday.. I don't even think I sat down in my office. I can read and post from my phone but I try to limit my posting from there because.. sometimes I miss stuff.
Flight, Fight, Fear are the responses to a situation that's not comfortable. Your Fear comes out as "uncertainty". It is a natural reaction to someones action. Something happens.. you kinda clamp up.
The pool while not really being the issue.. has become part of the issue. You just need to find a happy medium for you.. and what you want to do. Don't worry about the outcome.. just make a decision you can live with.. we can work out the other stuff once that is done.
One thing I want to point out.. you two had this "drama".. but you never said he told you to stop texting. So I gotta assume he didn't.
Lets make a decision with the pool.. and what to do with it. Then we will go from there. Make sure.. you can live with the outcome.
Good Morning
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
