WAW is full steam ahead

[LosingSunshine]

Thx DH and Neil!!! All of the words and advice are much appreciated.

After the talk I reflected a bit and felt it was good that she has noticed the changes and it has had a positive impact albeit not the exact one I was hoping for. Also, knowing my W, these last two talks probably eliminated a lot of fear and hopefully will fee up some of her thinking time to focus on other aspects. She did at one point towards the end last night say that she has some thinking to do about everything. I asked about what and she didn't say anything. Maybe SC, Sandi, Bridge or any other WAW can shed some light here.

So, here I am keeping focus on myself when I can and keeping focus and staying strong for the kids...trying not to worry about W setting up a date to begin mediation.

I was somewhat gray this am and will be dark tonight.

I am also going to revisit my goals today as the sitch has taken a turn for the worse. It's just right now, given everything I feel that I should go dark, do mediation, get the D and wait and hope that eventually the fog lifts sometime in the boy so distant future.