Hi, I'm new to the forum.

[The Wifey]

I'm feeling vulnerable and shaky this morning. I've been loving and patient and still see him a million miles away from me when I'm beside him. I feel like I'm the only one working on our R.

I know this is normal and that I have to be patient. This is the only place I can turn right now. I need the wisdom and experience that everyone here has to share.

Thank God for the camping trip tomorrow. I can be away from all of this and away from him. I have to find some damn strength. I have to or I am just going to give up.

Its only been 38 days and so many here have been at it so much longer. I wonder sometimes how I can keep on keeping on. I know I have to; I just don't know how.