The key question for me is: was there actual love and affection (from her, to you) during all of this? Otherwise, you make it sound like your just a dildo that she takes on vacation with her, and then puts away again when she gets home.
What kind of connection did the two of you have during this trip?
-- B.
Me 50, W 45, M for 26 yrs S25, D23, S13, S10 20+ year SSM; recovery began Oct 2007
