my soul mate is leaving (gone)

[bluerain]

Buster, are you checking out the other posts? It might be good for you to look at what worked for other people, and what didnt. It may also give you a realistic idea of what to expect, as far as time, emotional whiplash, her withdrawals, or just surviving. I would also recommend that you go back to your old posts, reread them, see where you have come from, and reread the advice people have posted. You may be able to get more from them now.