so... i am home with dogs.. didn't hear w come in, and i was showering.. i come o0ut, go downstairs to grab a snack, and it happens... W breaks down crying.. we chatted for 1 1/2 hours about our M.. W says she is heartbroken, but is moving on, and what am i doing having a MLC? i am tanned, in shape, got a tattoo.. etc..
i mostly agreed on everything.. her big beef was me spending 390 on a coach here.. i worded my response wrongly saying" it's my money"..
she cried and cried.. but were done.. i haven't changed..
I went against some of what i thought i'd do.. i said i am working on my issues. and i have a few of them.
when she said i had been selfish, i agreed when she said i took advantage i agreed..
I can't believe i saw so much emotion..
i ruined her hopes and dreams ( having a family now, and so forth)..when i mentioned this is not where i envisioned us either, she said " not my problem"
i guess it made me think, yeah i do still love her.. geez
