Today was great, went on a long hike on the beach, got some veggies from my greenhouse and spent some time in the sun. I collect eagle feathers on the beach while Im working for distribution for native american religious ceremonies, and today I collected more than ever, including a perfect white tail feather. Ive never found one before, so I like to think of it as a sign of good things to come.
It was a little sad to come home and not be able to share my great day with my H, but knowing that hes away on the ship being miserable (part of his MLC is he now HATES his job), made me smile. It was bizarre, I really almost expected him to be here when I came home, I guess I havent quite learned how to experience happiness without him. I cant quite separate my happy day from feeling sad that he wont share it with me.
Luckily, Im so freaking exhausted from hiking 10 miles on the beach I wont have any trouble sleeping tonight!
Last edited by bluerain; 07/10/0806:00 AM.
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
It was bizarre, I really almost expected him to be here when I came home, I guess I havent quite learned how to experience happiness without him. I cant quite separate my happy day from feeling sad that he wont share it with me.
