well I see the comedy club was in full force today while I was at work thanks for the laugh guys! soo x and OW have been on my brain almost everyday latley. I dont know why and I hate it!!! when will it end. on an other note... I have done alot of soul searching about something . I feel I need to break it off with the guy I have been seeing, He is nice, big heart, loves me to pieces ..... but I dont feel for him the way he feels for me. I am unhappy more than I am happy. It kills me to say this. I am trying so hard to make it work because I dont want to just walk away. I dont want to be like my X. I just don't k now how much longer to hang on and hope it gets better. I want someone who understands what I have gone through instead of telling me to be strong and forget about all the hurt I have gone through with my X. Maybe I am just to picky...Maybe I am just destined to be alone...
found out about affair 8/06 H moves out Nov/06 D final 8/07 X re marries OW 5/08 _________________________ Courage does not always roar, sometimes it is a quiet voice at the end of the day saying... " I will try again tomorrow". -- Mary Anne Radmacher
thanks for the laugh guys! soo x and OW have been on my brain almost everyday latley. I dont know why and I hate it!!! when will it end. on an other note... I have done alot of soul searching about something . I feel I need to break it off with the guy I have been seeing, He is nice, big heart, loves me to pieces ..... but I dont feel for him the way he feels for me. I am unhappy more than I am happy. It kills me to say this. I am trying so hard to make it work because I dont want to just walk away. I dont want to be like my X. I just don't k now how much longer to hang on and hope it gets better. 
