I just wanted to all let you know that I appreciate all of your thoughts and prayers. Right now, I'm just trying to sort out my feelings and my next move.
I talked to him last night. He tells me that he still cares for me, but he needs space. Why can't he just come out and tell me that he wants to be with the OW? Why does he continue to string me along? Why does he tell me he cares and his actions show otherwise?
The OW's ex called me today. He said his son told him that he went to a 4th of July party with his mom and my H. I swear that poor kid is seeing way more than a 9 year old should see. So it sounds like the affair is full throttle again.
Sorry I'm whining. I just got in from seeing Sex and the City with my girlfriends. I won't ruin it for everyone, but there are some very thought provoking things in it, besides the usual humor. I guess it has me a little melacholy. Okay, maybe a lot melacholy...
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon
