I'm in this big house. It's dark. It's quiet. It's peaceful. I'm alone. You know it is kind of nice. I don't have to worry about kids needing something. I don't have to worry about her. I don't have to here the b|tching.

This is actually better. For now.

I got home from work and I just stayed in bed. I didn't have anything to do. Just homework, but reading about HTML and XHTML is just boring. Trying to get this degree is just boring. I'm in my tenth class online. I keep telling myself don't over do it. It is an endurance.

You know marriage is an endurance. Dealing with a spouse in a possible MLC is an endurance.

Did coming here speed things up? Help my stubborn a$$ learn from the wise. Paul had the Kephas.

Pray, stay in prayer. Be still tonight. Stay in the calm. Listen to the quiet. It's like hunting. Something happens when you least expect it. You get your chance.

The Phoenix from the Flame, there is no other Troy for you to burn.

Surrender, submit, change, maybe she'll return.