Real Life part 6

[Starshyne]

Once he moves then I will have a feeling of relief. Right now I feel like I am just holding my breath, waiting for him to get out of here.

Today has been sort of strange. One of H's best friends from college called. I had to break the news to him that we are divorced. The last this friend had talked to H, was when things had ended with the OW and he told this friend that he needs to stay with me because I am the one person that has always been there for him. His friend was so shocked over this. He kept saying, but Michael knows better! He went to Bible College with me. He knows better. He started up a ministry for the homeless. He knows better. I am so sorry. I am so sorry. I didn't mean to put the guy in tears (which it sounded like was about to happen). I also learned that all the times H had told me that him and his friends were going to see a movie together were big lies. Not that it matters at this point, but I felt better knowing that those were lies. I gave his friend H's cell phone number. I don't know if H will talk to him. Don't really care at this point.

Packed up pretty much the rest of H's stuff. Went through a lot of paperwork and boxed it up. I found the medical information and read that it was exactly a year ago that H was having headaches. I went with him to get an MRI and I held his hand throughout everything. Everything came back normal, and I had a huge bill that I worked hard to pay. But that memory made me cry. So much for going a week without crying...

Haven't seen or heard from H all day. That feels good. One week from today is the last day he can be here. 7 days!

Sara