the thing is, i know it needs to be slow. for my own sake. I just miss seeing her. :-( and i'm so afraid that it won't make a difference that sometimes i get paralyzed...LOL...ugh.

yet i know things are better, simply from our interactions....

you really need to watch what you read on here...sometimes some of the threads really can bring you down and lose focus on what really matters

ME:32 WAW:31
D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2
Together: 13 M:6
Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08
Sep legally: 6/18/08

"Tommorrow there'll be sunshine, and all this darkness past..."
-Bruce Springsteen Land of Hope and Dreams