wow lwb! sometimes it's even worse when they are good to us, sometimes I wish stbx to be a jerk (well, he was on and off earlier this year) so I wouldnt' think "then why can't you be my H" as we'd have normal convos and talk about kids and stuff each of us will do for them.
Glad you are being taken care of, eventually he has to have his place to take the kids, I can' only think it'd be hard for you so have him there, as if the LS didnt' happen. Seems the mediation is going well, thank heavens for that. It's the kids that makes us hurt more, I hear you, but thankfully they dont witness angry exchanges between you two and he does want to take care of them.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
